The phrase that pays,

Dark skies.

2011-07-26T23:44:00.003+08:00

you couldn't even say sorry? at least i would know that you knew how i felt.

Curtain call.

2011-04-03T17:51:00.005+08:00

cause it's a beautiful night,

we're looking for something dumb to do.

hello! been awhile huh. my 1 week of hol that i was looking forward to has come and gone, wasn't a very happening week. got my spm results on the wed of that week, but let's not elaborate further on that shall we, sigh. yeah you get the drift. however, the march intake has entered coll! though i must say i don't see any difference in the number of students i see, lol. coll last week was just bloody stressful, presentation, homework and assignments GAH. it's gonna take some getting use to :) but, class only starts at 9.30am tomorrow woohoo! and dodgeball practice after x

anyhoo here's to the highlight/ main purpose of this post hehe, hanna banana's 18th birthday! <3 another jan baby, and she's not the last! celebrated at zouk cafe, gardens. pretty chilled out place, all the girls were running about mv before that, don't ask lol, twas' was a hectic night. but good (Y)

rachelaaa! one woman i seriously haven't seen in ages. on the bright side, she finally got facebook guys! yes! after 5 years! i kid you not.

our gorgeous array of pasta.

lovely LEE JIA GI, HAHAHA. poor kristal.

hanna's handwriting, x

am missing the spouse :( it's been like wha, a week plus? gonna hang out tonight though! she's gotta video me for some interview somethin somethin, lol.

baskin robbins ice-cream cake! tastes like heaven.

happy birthday gorgeous :}

SHUEN WENT BANANAS.

then mich got face cramps.

love y'all.

peekaboo :p

another woman who's been missing in action for ages ;)

shuen: *I WHIP MY HAIR BACK AND FORTH!*

someone got a little red, wait correction, very red!

the end of a good girls night out.

5.51pm,

megan.

Stars and horizons.

2011-03-20T01:16:00.008+08:00

just because everything's changing,

doesn't mean it's never been this way before.

new day, new post! hehe. feeling unusually chirpy. anyways happy birthday shuen and kenan! i know i'm around 2 months late in doing your birthday post, :( so many jan babies!

we celebrated on the day of kenan's birthday itself in tgi's, shuen's one was a week before. i just realized that you guys have celebrated your birthdays almost every year together for the past 5 years! feeling so nostalgic. i remember the days when it was only the 3 of us and lum back in form 1 chit-chatting away. good times :), love you guys.

shuen's lomo! pretty cool with all the diff coloured scenes and all. that woman's still waiting for her diana F or something something.

kenan's eyes could literally be replaced by just a line.

<3, now officially legal yo.

...cause lum just couldn't resist pushing his face into that tiny cake.

my napping buddy from form 1 all the way to form 3! oh yeah. i miss the days were we sat way behind and slept, slept the day of classes away. now i feel the guilt, lol.

heh, we met megat when he came in to tgi's for his interview. but that boy ended up working in robinsons instead, way better i'd have to say.

lum, till this day i feel honoured that shuen and i gave you this nickname, now almost everyone i know calls you by that! ;)

i'll definitely really miss seeing you guys :( especially this shuen lok, who just had to decide to go study miles away! INTI NILAI zomg. like driving to lcct. promise me you'll come back down on weekends and we'll hang! and no more piercings that make you suffer so please. love ya woman x

1.16am,
megan.

Sweet bells.

2011-03-19T14:20:00.003+08:00

things to treasure days like that,

should last and last and last.

CHRISTMAS DAY! oh man, i really am slow. i make it sound as though christmas was just about a week ago, haha. humour me please :), trying my best to catch up with blogposts admist all my crazy assignments and tests. SAM is for for people who like stress btw.

hehe, anyhoo, barely took any picts on christmas day. as usual, went to church for the christmas party, had tons of fun with the games, food was superb! like i said ;), this year was extra special. went to pav with the peeps after <3

yeah, we stood infront of that icecream store for quite some time (the one opposite cotton on), was contemplating whether or not to buy it, since it costed like rm4 for a scoop and i only had rm8 in my purse that day. meh. i kept trying the samples (tasted really good btw), which explains why i didn't wanna return the spoon. soph bought one, i just leeched off her haha!

hehe, yes i got pretty distracted by all the candy.

check this out! haha, it's actually creepier if you see it in person. firstly, its a soap dispenser.

a very disturbing soap dispenser for kids. imagine the eyes just popping open every single time you press on it! like i said, it's scarier if you could actually see the eyes shift!

HEH.

my two lovelies, :)

though this isn't exactly a nice picture of me i'm still putting it up cause it's the only one i have from boxing day! hehe. with mummy!

short post, goodbye! x

2.19pm,
megan.

Secrets.

2011-02-27T01:32:00.006+08:00

this time,

don't need another perfect line.

hello! another update! i have the time to blog now as the workload hasn't become TOO unmanageable, thankgod. i know it'll get pretty hectic for me soon though :( so much work everyday! sheesh. plus upcoming assigments with their horrible due dates. i guess this is what happens to you when you join SAM ;) but i'm having a lot of fun as well.

this was on christmas eve! none of us mangoes had anything better to do so we decided to have dinner in asia cafe. had my awesome nasi lemak there, as usual. btw, in case any of you desarians didn't know, the nasi lemak stall in DDP is the same as the one in asia cafe! i asked, hehe, cause they tasted the same.

this picture was actually meant to show how low phil's car was and how close it was to the ground, lol. but i don't think its obvious. the bottom of his car kept scraping all the bumps on the road, OUCH. we could all feel his pain. apparently we had very heavy people there that night *wink.

then khern found the magical toilet seat hahaha! this was at the carpark beside ac. i actually first saw a man walking out from the bushes and when we walked closer to kepo, low and behold. what's the point of putting a toilet seat there anyway? its all the same without since i can't imagine there being any sewer pipes below. but well you never know, haha.

of course must pose abit la upon finding something so historical :P

meet my indian brother who listens to all my long-winded stories :) he is ze best.

HAHAHA.

he felt the need to stretch a little.

before doing THIS.

and THIS. ohmy, i should be blind by now since he took about 5 shots in this exact pose.

phil cramped up, haha!

big boys acting like 10 year olds, wooh.

CAN YOU SPOT MY SLIPPERS? HA HA HA. yeah, i don't know how they got up there.

we were all a bit overly happy that night, hehe. prolly the realization of how pathetic it is not to have plans on christmas eve :( but, i did have fun in the end anyway! cause of a night full of laughing and singing. i have like 5 recordings of khern singing away in the car, was epic.

had the annual church christmas party the next morning! :D was the best one i've ever gone to, everything felt different, everyone just seemed so much happier. and we all know why. hehe, shall blog about it soon. till then, x

1.32am,

megan.

Don't leave, don't follow.

2011-02-19T20:09:00.020+08:00

do i ever cross your mind,

in the warm sunshine.

cause everyone needs to forget every now and then.

goodbye.

Don't wait.

2011-02-17T23:28:00.042+08:00

the sky glows,

i see it shining when my eyes close.

my bokeh! :D which i am seriously proud of, hehe. though i know it's not very good, just by the fact that i finally managed to do it is good enough for me. this was in the car at the backseat while soph and min were getting annoyed by the shutter sounds of my cam from the front! you can even see both their heads. i am determined to do better at this :) cause its so interesting.

fact: i actually have a really short tongue. but pictures can be deceiving can't they! jesu and i were staring at my tongue in the picture for ages, lol.

oh, hair growing outta my nose.

HA HA HA HA HA, I COULD LAUGH AT THIS FOR HOURS.

howdy ;)

yet another picture i couldn't stop laughing at, like where in the world did phil's hair go haha! this was on christmas eve, shall blog about that soon! our christmas eve spent in asia cafe lol.

anyways this was just a random post, hehe. mock test for accounts today in college was just bad. i need more tutoring from ben the future accountant, helped me out quite abit. the guys in class took a picture of our paper and sent it to the other classes to help them out, little did they know... she gave every class a different paper. yay. lol. but on a happier note, there's captainball tomorrow :) and for once eugene made it, not as early as usual, means more sleep for me. god i haven't worked out in ages, getting out of shape. i vividly remember one of my new year resolutions for the year 2011. number 5 on my list: swim at least once a week. epic FAIL.

ps. just woke up from a nap that lasted from 6pm to 11pm. i am not a pig. but i do feel like one.

12.56am,

megan.

Falling stars.

2011-02-17T23:03:00.013+08:00

i'll be just a speck in the galaxy,

floating far far away by gravity.

FINALLY! been wanting to post about this like forever. cause well, this was seriously ages ago and i'm beginning to feel like i'm running a pretty boring blog as all the others have posted about things (like this), that i'll prolly only blog about in, well 3 more months. aiyaiyai.

this was right before spm (i think), girls? lol this old weak unsalvageable memory of mine. we went to putrajaya as we were curious to what was there :) was at the botanical gardens if i recall correctly. turns out, nothing at all. i have to say, if you're not there with your family or for your dedication to rent and ride a bike, then it will be boring as hell. thank god i had the girls with me, and they brought they're slr's. so all was good! and sweaty.

at least i got a chance to use my sunnies haha! and my retarded umbrella which i only realized was retarded when the wind got just slightlyyyy stronger. pfft. what could i expect from a rm5 umbrella bought from metro?

hotstuffs.

thaqif and adrian tagged along. hehe and maybe, sorta, became our cameramen for the day. i swear we were not slave-driving them.

epic failed jumpshot.

and now... i am about to show you the many faces of our dear susu may. you should know that i love you very much su! :p

ain't she adorable haha! :)

yeah you got it, ngin brought bubbles to blow. sigh this woman ah.

i remember how we were racing everywhere on the streets trying to find the best spot to watch the sunset, but failed :( so instead we found our way to an empty highway and watched from afar. the view actually wasn't too bad ;)

one happy brace family. missing wengjian lol.

syok!

had our dinner at the putrajaya mall after, all half dead by then. wee.

all my lovelies x. sigh i barely even see some of you anymore :(

anyways kirs is currently away in bible camp! we're not gonna be able to see her for a month, which sucks. hanna whatsapped me the gorgeous card she made for her! gonna mail it soon. so here's a shoutout to you my dear, if you do get wi-fi there and you still read my blog every now and then, please take care of yourself alright! and we miss you veray verayyy much :) the next time i see you will prolly be doomsday. the day we collect our spm results, dun dun dunnnn. oh the horror.

ps. and mels currently holiday-ing in thailand, lucky ass. i'm waiting for souvenirs from her, heheh.

btw college is getting fun haha, finally right! i've gotten use to things and stuff, you should know i don't adapt to change well ;) though i have to admit a little change once in awhile is good. in this case awesome. though i'm starting to feel the stress a little already, and it's only the beginning! anyways will update you guys soon, till then, x

11.02pm,
megan.

Breathe.

2011-02-15T16:11:00.084+08:00

let it fill the space between,

i'll let them know everything's alright.

yes you got it, another one of our random sleepovah's. 2010 edition! don't laugh. i know it's already currently 2011 FEB, which shows yet again how late i am, i really have no excuses for you this time though haha! so i'll let the pictures do the talking as i haven't much to tell alright. i mean, what could i possibly tell you about a girl's sleepover right? cause everything talked about in it remains in secret. wink*

ps. THANK YOU AH TEY for helping me realize that i can actually make my photos bigger. all this while i thought there was some big secret behind it! heh, i'm just awesome like that.

mel actually attempted to perm her hair before that and i'm saying attempted because, well it didn't work out quite as she had planned, according to the hairdresser she has stubborn hair ;) she even went back the next day to re-perm it again cause her hair went completely straight again haha!

found some christmas deco lights! and decided to hang them on my head. oh yeah.

christmas flowers, which if you didn't know, is called the poinsettia! what a pretty name.

we blasted the maine songs. ate percy pigs (a chewy gummy which apparently is taking the world by storm. i don't like them). talked till 4am in the morning. AND, the rest is a blank, sorry folks! seriously it feels good to be finally posting something up, haven't even visited my blog for an entire month till this post started hehe. i see myself coming up with a new post in the very near future! so don't hold your breath, you might just miss it. haha! anyways, till then, x

7.03pm,

megan.

Somewhere.

2010-12-13T22:00:00.027+08:00

where the sky is purple,
and the roses are a baby blue.

hello! well, i know i promised to blog more often, but yeah. i have no excuses. i've been a lazy bum these past few weeks :( truly an ass. i drafted this like 2 freaking months ago. well hopefully i'll get into the rhythm of blogging frequently again.

college will be starting for me next week btw. i really can't wait actually! i'd rather have a fixed schedule knowing what i'll be doing for the day rather than a flexible one where i have to juggle all my outings, or just be a couch potato at home. hehe. orientation's on wednesday! and for those of you who don't already know, i'll be in taylors hartamas :) which happens to be looking like a pretty lonely place for me atm as literally everyone i know is registered in subang, sniff* oh well, at least parking and traffic will be a hell lot better, trying to look at the upsides! so anyone who's reading, if you guys are going to hartamas, please free to let me know! you might just make my day.

here was jesu and jes's birthday celebration in october, which was right after church. it was also a surprise birthday celebration for khern! his birthday was a few weeks before and we hadn't yet celebrated for him. we actually did the exact same thing last year! except with a twist. last year we got jesu and jes to think that the celebration was for them, so it was pretty epic when the cake went towards khern instead (he was aware of the plan), but we brought out they're cake as a surprise after that. and well this year, it was just the exact opposite. hehehe not bad no?

and i hope you three had a lovely birthday :)

khern's cookie monster cake! its chocolate on the inside ;)

ps. khern doesn't eat cake, hahaha! how ironic. everyone was too full from the first cake so it was given away to sen, which then somehow ended up with me :p

jesu just HAD to have a spoiler around his neck to ruin our lc shot. hmph.

lol watch where your hand goes uhmrigs.

jesu and phil had to drop me off at the klgcc club after. i LOVE their massage there :)

that's about it ;) it was awhile ago, and as usual you know my line... i forgot any of the happenings that day. sorry hehe. gotta work on that memory of mine yes i know. anyways, my contacts are drying up, again! bah. so looks like i'm reaching my limit very soon. i promise you'll see updates more often! i know some who keep bugging me to, you guys are my inspiration. ha ha ha. goodnight! x

ps. ooh and i finally got to try snowflake, finally. i think its so so good. for those of you who haven't had a chance to try it yet, please do! a post on that coming up soon too :)

2.01am,
megan.

Everyday.

2010-12-13T17:54:00.040+08:00

life lives, life dies,

life laughes, life cries,
life gives up, and life tries,
but life looks different through everyone's eyes.

hello! sorry i know this post is a little overdue but for once, i meant for it to be that way ;) as we had our graduation ceremony pretty early, even before spm, i meant to blog about it when spm did end. so then it would actually feel like graduating hehe. kay guys please try your level best to ignore our ridiculous robes (though i know that's a high requst sigh), and enjoy the pictures!

lok shi shuen! (top), the woman that sat with me for 3 enjoyable years, and accompanied me for one too many naps during class as well haha!
we were lazy back then shuen, real lazy. and sleepy.

here's something interesting for ya, su rong's (top) boyfriend actually printed out loads of flyers with her picture on it on the very first day of spm wishing her good luck and passed it out to all of us, so that we could each give it to her wishing her luck haha!
my my, how very sweet and thoughtful eh!

i don't normally look that fierce, i swear. heh.

sigh i'm gonna miss kirs's SCREAMS. i bet everyone will.

i'm gonna miss seeing you guys everyday so much :'( you guys made school all the more enjoyable, and tolerable. i'll miss all the times we spent together, all the lame jokes and laughter, all those times we spent at td's pasar malam (those were the good days!), all the secrets we've shared together, and all the exams and hardships we've been through together. but i'm sure we'll all still keep in touch, no matter how many years from now. let's not let it get to a point where bumping into each other years from now is awkward alright ;) most of stay in td anyways, well except kirs, sumay and hanna. we'll just have to get you girls out then! anyways this is a short one as i have to get studying for est, feelings pretty guilty now. yeah and lazy. just 2 more days! now my est books are beckoning to me, goodbye! x

ps. love you guys <3

6.00pm,
megan.

Raise your glass.

2010-12-09T19:19:00.030+08:00

right right, turn off the lights,

we're gonna lose our minds tonight.

guys! i'm back, and i'm free! well not technically, i still have to forgo one last paper. which i had a weeks gap to prepare for, not that i did. in fact i've yet to start. i know, i know... the prepping commences tonight! exactly 2 more nights to go. then yes, i shall be free hehe.

well i can't say that i sailed through my spm like a breeze (like some of my friends apparently did), but i can't say i struggled that much either. for all my papers, there's an IF, and a BUT. so i just really don't know where i stand with my results right now, i've never been the positively sure type of person when it came to results. prolly learnt from the past that flying too high with confidence, gets your face hit to the ground twice as hard. and i really do think that no matter how easy (you think) the paper was, you can never really be sure sometimes... so yeah, i'm just trying not to think about it, till march 2011. trying not to worry like an old wart too much :)

anyhoo, to celebrate on the day of my last paper (would be if i didn't take est! meh), mum and i had dinner in mv since dad was out of town. i FINALLY got to see this year's deco. which frankly, was quite surprising. it wasn't too bad... but it wasn't very eye-catching, it was mediocre. prolly cause last year and the year before had quite an awesome deco spread so my hopes were high as well this year :) or maybe i just don't fancy toys as decorations lol, especially DOLLS *shivers* anyways! it felt really good to be out and stress-free yeah baby! and finally do some shopping. oh god SHOPPING. just another one of the loves of my life.

pretty mummy.

@sushi zanmai

dragon roll, stuffed with prawns. my mom actually finished the WHOLE THING all by herself, as i don't eat prawns. which she knew. she even promised that she was gonna cut down on meals, but still secretly ordered it when i wasn't paying attention! sneaky.

salmon teriyaki. been my favourite dish ever since 5 years old haha! there's not once that i don't order this when i visit a japanese restaurant (not kidding). because it's good like that.

some of the picts from my new cam don't look very good minimized eh haha!

ireland's potato! (sour cream and onions) *chomp chomp chomp*. really good. except i'm pretty sure this wasn't the best sauce, so i can't wait to try the more famous ones, like chedder cheese and honey mustard <3

ps. just try to ignore the number of calories you're gaining with each fry.

to be honest, i was really looking forward to the end of spm and the beginning of my hols admist all the exam madness. but now, i feel so aimless! shocking ain't it. one can only do so much by visiting malls and shopping everyday, plus even with the year-end sales around, things still aren't exactly that cheap. plus i'm only talking about mv here, i haven't even stepped in pav. JUST IMAGINE. might as well throw away my purse by the end of the day. but i won't, because my purse is special. lol. but i'm looking forward to having snowflake there as well as checking out the deco, heard its really good ;) and some days i just laze at home like a stuffed pig lol. well gotta start utilizing my last days of hols soon before college starts!

starting with finishing all these books that i have yet to finish reading! sigh, bliss.

i'll be blogging more frequently guys hehe, gonna catch up on all that i haven't had time to blog about. till then, goodbye! x

pss. mum and i went to mv again the next morning for our facials hehe (where the beautician told me i needed more sleep, as if i don't hear that everyday from everyone haha). i am so truly blessed :)

8.00pm,
megan.

Waiting outside the lines.

2010-11-21T22:40:00.013+08:00

rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe.

hey guys! how long has it been ;) even i eventually started wondering about how that dusty ol' blog of mine had been doing. well many things have happened during these few long months of absence on my part, sadly not all good ones. sigh, but life has to go on right? as you prolly know, my spm is just around the corner and i wanted so badly to at least leave a little something here before i disappeared off for another month or so again! look at how my closet doors have became my table (and this is only a small section of my post-its haha!) ugh everything's so messy, even my table no longer looks like a table, am not enjoying this at all. on the other hand :) i may be panicking about how i'll fair in my spm, but honestly i'm so happy it's finally here that it overrules any nerves i have in me. though the stress remains, hence so do the horrible red planets that have landed on my face and refuse to leave. but the fact that it's finally here, means the closer it is to the end :) and i can't wait. yes i know how everyone who's older will come telling me that i shouldn't be too eager about leaving high school as its a harder less fun life out there? well i'm pretty sure i'll find something great in it either way that i wasn't able to now.

let me introduce to you: my bestfriends of the month.

being my last post before i dissapear into oblivion haha, i thought that barry should star in it :) can you believe he's 9 years old?

and yes! i finally bought the lumix GF1 that i've been eye-oogling for so so very long! i'll show it off next time hehe.

though i'll miss all my darlings very much <3

anyways good luck to whoever's reading that will also be taking their spm, and to whoever that isn't i thank you for not abandoning my blog after such negligence on my part! i'll make it up to you guys soon! (yes it is what i always say, but i sincerely mean it this time! sincerely!) :) come back in a month hehe goodbye. x

5.40pm,
megan.

An open field.

2010-10-07T00:09:00.009+08:00

i think i need a sunrise,
for i'm tired of the sunset.

hey guys, yes long time no see :) and no, i didn't mean to go on a month long hiatus! sad to say, but this one's just a quickie. just an update on the recent happenings, which is, apparently not much. my memory isn't doing much help to me at the moment as i'm typing this with my eyes half-closed! am currently undergoing max amount of stress for trials, can't remember the last time where i literally felt able to sleep anywhere i was cause of how incredibly tired i was. this is exactly what i get for being the lazy bum that i am, which results to all this last minute studying. which in turn screws up my biological clock (which was initially screwed up anyway). hence the end product (effects of way too much bio, phy and chem ugh) is an upset worn-out severeful stressed hot-tempered, me. sounds scary huh. yeah i know i scare no one. well the good news is, trials end next wed! *birds chirping* which is prolly the best news i've heard in weeks. yep life has been THAT boring for me recently. i swear once all this over and done with, i'm gonna happily take that one lonnnnnnnnnnnnnng nap that i deserve so much! hopefully you'll be hearing from me soon with posts that are much more entertaining and not rants like this! which reminds me- est. but i shan't bore you with the details as it would be 5 times the length of this trust me haha! simply put, i am not enjoying this subject as i initially thought i would, i just really need to get through this month... and all my worries will be over. its really surprising that of all subs, est is in fact the one that's making me feel so burdened and all because of some internal scrummage sigh. which is just so silly. oh well hehe anyways, goodnight everyone! my eyelids are getting disobedient and succumbing x

1.30am,
megan.

Come what may.

2010-08-19T01:02:00.019+08:00

no matter how hard i try,
i just can't figure out why.

okay i know its really pathetic to be blogging about this only now when it should've been like 2 months and a half ago, now its when all the hype and news has died down and everyone has already blogged about it. as usual, i move at my own pace. snail pace. as my shirt says- ''LATE, BUT ALWAYS WORTH THE WAIT.'' hehehe. i really should learn from kristal, cause then the posts that i'd be posting would be within the week of that particular event, a true blogger. which btw reminds me, ah tey you should be studying more and blogging less haha. give me a chance to catch up with you ay!

anyways moving on sadly i can barely remember anything from our iu day :( not very surprising considering my memory only has a capacity of up to a few days and no more than that. no joke. but i'll try to be as informative as i can alright? :) so as usual everything was a mess (may i stress- as usual). we all got the very much anticipated last minute panic attacks and started rushing for deco and etc. deco is so insanely treacherous EVERY YEAR, makes me wonder why we even agreed to get stuck with it again this year. though this year us seniors on the deco commitee were quite the bums, heyyy our midterms were right around the corner, can't blame us really. oh well all in all i guess you could say it was a good final iu day for us seniors :D i mean just the fact that you're able to spend it with your friends whom you may or may not ever see again is what makes it so enjoyable right?

HOW LOW CAN YOU GO!

the murals we did that looked like tim's identical head haha! aiyoh too funny. if only i had a picture of tim, you'd get a hoot out of it!

i had to shape every single one of their asses cause the original cut-out done by susu had a really razor- sharp ass!

all mah lovelies (missing shuen and mich)

love you guys.

wow check this out i have a tumblr account! which i had no clue about. probably forgot or gave up on it cause it was so damn laggy. i figured i'm gonna give it another shot since it seems to be tons better than blogspot :) so just sit tight! x

ps. OH NO i don't know why how when or what caused it but i feel a massive sorethroat coming... and i'm trying my best to prevent it, or rather stall it. boohoo.

2:00am,
megan.

A living poem.

2010-07-21T15:53:00.058+08:00

how I love to watch the clouds,

peacefully, peacefully drifting by,
silently upon the breeze,
they ease across the clear blue sky.

yummmmmm. so here i am. sitting cross-legged on my bed, blogging. yes my comp is currently right at the end of my bed (facing it), so the services of my chair are no longer needed, my butt is more at ease now too hoho. and whoops i forgot to shut the curtains so the sun is currently blinding my eyes and drying my contacts to an utmost untolerable state (sorry drama queen sikit), but i couldn't be bothered to get up and shut them now, nooooo not when i'm in sucha lovely comfy position! so please just forgive me if there's tons of typos as i can't see the screen clearly. sigh sucha pig.

ooh did i mention? THIS GIRL (right here!) HAS FINALLY MANAGED TO FIX HER 3G DATA CONNECTION. so. so. so happy right now. and just when i was losing hope and about to give up, and finally restore fresh (and LOSE ALL MY APPS) thank god it didn't have to come to that. a word of advice: don't be silly like me and update on iOS4 for your iphone, just yet. guess i haven't been using apple products long enough to know that one should never dl a software update when its newly released (MAD UNSTABLE). i just thought apple was more trustable than the majority, was wrong as usual. sheesh took me long enough to fix it. but i'm glad i did, so my whatsapp is now up and in use again! heehee.

jes put together a collage each for matt and i. which was so sweet and i loved it thanks jes! x matt's one was filled with hideous shots of him from the past lol oh them FOND MEMORIES. sigh aren't candids just lovely folks? cause sometimes they tend to capture what others weren't able to notice.

after church, the whole lot of us went off to bangsar telawi to try out this place called mango mania. WHERE MANGOES ARE HAPPY. ha ha ha. i know lah not funny. and then they gave the 4 of us a suprise birthday celebration- and not one of us knew. and ironically, each of us thought we were celebrating for the other! well i thought we were celebrating for matt and uhmrigs. and i guess the rest thought they were celebrating for matt and i. they even got me to sign on my own card hahaha! (they told me it was uhmrigs bday card) too bad matt ran off to PD with his friends spontaneously the night before and didn't inform anyone lol. MISSING OUT. so thank you guys v v v much for the lovely suprise!

the cameraman of the night. who btw, looks even better in my shawl than i do, hmph.

KHERN how dare you fall asleep while i'm talking. tsk.

uhmrigs really needs to start learning how to smile in pictures, might scare kids. correction: will scare kids. and there's our mango cake ha ha ha. from left: me, uhmrigs, sanc and neo. so it was written NUMS on the cake! (though we weren't sat in order hehe)

yes. that's me. uber excited.

LOL my hat's invisible.

okay i'm gonna risk posting up this v ugly shot of me cause that's just how much i like the mask. ugh i still can't get over my chopped hair at the ends. anyways i wanted to get an argentina jersey so bad when we stopped by a stall in telawi street selling them, but the guys managed to convince me that the quality was atrociously bad and that they knew of a much better place which they planned on visiting soon. well, i'm STILL WAITING guys -.-

we tried scouting around for a place to watch the arg vs germany match, ended up in mcd's in the beginning but it was crazyy-packed. but everyone was hungry anyways so we stopped for abit to eat. and finally, after a long long long droning time of chicken squabbling, we ended up in a mamak store called ajimal. which i thought was a korean restaurant cause the name sounded exactly like one. oh come on don't tell me you don't agree with me. just so you know i don't take no for an answer.

mini mustachio.

the anti-socials who dragged open they're own table and placed it by the corner of the road far far away from us. the only argentina supporters that night: jason and i. out of what like, 8 people? depressing dei.

don't remind me.

ps. once again thank you everyone for everything! for planning the surprise for all of us and buying all the cute party hats and masks too :) i had a really memorable birthday this year x

1:30pm,
megan.

Just peachy.

2010-07-17T00:00:00.039+08:00

i beseech you, peach,
clench me into the sweetness,
of your reaches.

hello. after many informants telling me my blog is dead (which it is so not, hasn't even been a month guys!) i finally got myself out of this sleeping daze i've currently been in for weeks, and blogged, wee. i had to wait awhile to blog about this too cause i didn't have any of the pictures from the night, the services of my cam were not needed. sniff* only used the polaroid, which even that we used sparingly. anyways from the night i mean the lovely birthday dinner i had with the girls. felt like having a change for once, just us girls (no hard feelings boys hehe), guess everyone just needed a chance to reconnect since a few of us hardly see each other, being in differrent classes and all. so it was, a good change :) though i doubt mel thinks so, she has a thing for the tall, skinny and pale. a fresh change from the tall, dark and handsome hahaha just joking love you!

it was @the apartment, curve. pretty nice place! had the captainball comp before that since noon so we had to rush back from pj like mad. the few of us were so worn out, a few of them even got headaches from too much sun sigh. just your typical fine malaysian weather. would it kill to have some snow now and then? (forgive my sillyness as i've never actually seen real snow in person nor touched it). that'll just be a dream i'll have to make come true someday then! :)

as usual we were full of crazy that night! though the max craziness could not be acheived with one woman missing :( even left a seat for you susu!

what girl wouldn't love la senza? LOL i have a feeling the families next to us (with kids) were staring. oh well thanks again hanna banana you crazy girl that hopped on the bar table! well tried.

look at this mad girl -.-

epic. the full display of shuen's tonsils.

whoops. okay i totally meant to miss her cheek and aim for her jaw. our dear ngin had to leave early.

this is quite the horror picture don't you think? at least yours didn't come out looking like mine and mels, kristal!

feast your eyes. (MEL! lol inside joke) k: 'go left!' mel goes right (where's your sense of direction?).

we stopped by to pick up a free scoop of baskin robbins with a voucher from shuen!

love love LOVE amal's expression in here. sorry juntseng what's done is done haha! poor guy.

then we sat down for some drinks in coffee bean and they got me my birthday cake :) thanks guys, love you all. and michelle, got me a cup of free milk from somewhere. which was so good that she proceeded to get some for the whole gang. milk? its just so random lol.

the flea market was on that night :)

walked around cineleisure for abit too.

them hotties. minus-ing kirs and hanna :( oh shuen's shoes so striking LOL.

took this on my actual birthday in school with the susu who was MIA!

didn't post up much cause majority's in fb in amal and kristal's album! go go go there if you're not too lazy hehe.

ps. thank you so much to everyone for all the wishes, calls, texts, presents and parties! made my year. much love! x

9:15pm,
megan.

Midwest skies and sleepless mondays.

2010-06-28T02:53:00.003+08:00

let it in,
let your clarity define you in the end.

ahh i was about to head to bed but then i just couldnt resist after seeing these pictures up on fb! i have a soft spot for babies, i mean who doesnt? okay im gonna make this short cause its 3am and unfortunately i have school tomorrow, and if i skip again, not only my head will be chopped off by fellow loving friends. anyways, happy 1 month to baby Deron! (awwwwww) we all expect great things from you!

1. you are going to be a GREAT camwhore. since there's so many of us constantly snatching you away from papa to camwhore!
2. and well, naturally a future addmaths, mod maths and accounting whiz. hey no pressure.
3. to be as voluptuous as your papa. (im only saying this cause i know he doesnt read my blog)

way to make the baby remember you for life kristal!

if you do not go AWWW or a little part of you doesnt melt, i have no words for you. anyhoo, glad that the whole lot of us finally got to meet the beautiful baby! he's going to be a handsome young man just like his papa :) congratulations again! x.

3:09am,
megan.

For one more day.

2010-06-19T18:03:00.035+08:00

if you had the chance, to go back and fix what you did wrong in life,
would you take it?
and if you did,
would you be big enough to stand it?

please tell me you've missed these few agonizingly painful days where my blog was locked and that it terribly screwed up your daily lifestyle (HAHA, i wish.) 99% of you right now are probably going, 'hey i didn't realize that she locked it?' oh well. i'lll just have to love that 1%.

anyhoo, its a long story. basically in a nutshell, i have learnt my lesson about never ever touching or attempting to edit my template ever again, as all you have to do is probably delete a coma or dash by accident, and boom* your entire layout dies. i am not kidding. fellow bloggers im sure you share the same depressing experiences. so i had to keep my blog locked till i had the time to find a new one, and when i realized that i wasn't too satisfied with any of the ones on the net, i basically just took a random one and stripped it naked of most of its html codes. took me 5 HOURS! i wasted 5 hours of my life doing this when i could have been used doing much more productive things heehee. and thankgoodness it worked! now im just glad that its back to normal. hence, never. touching. template. ever again.

so here it is, singapore pictures! there aren't many cause i was going through my retail therapy most of the time hence no sight seeing! :( which i was initially quite bummed about. and since the trip's main objective was well, to shop (super happy face), i brought an.. wait for it.. an empty luggage bag! well, semi-empty. basically consisting of my pyjamees, a top, a pair of shorts and other essentials. and my luggage bag returned fully-loaded baby! partially the reason being not because i bought alot of stuff, or rather so that my luggage bag is just pretty small. meh. oh and the weather over there is even worse than msia's, or alike. stuffy and hottt.

but you know what i realized? its not worth it to shop in singapore. its like, i went in with high expectations and came out a changed person. lol meaning my mindset about sg. specially my dad after coming back and rushing to pav to check the prices (funny he didn't do that BEFORE we left), and realized he had spent an extra rm100 over there, since they're currency right now is pretty strong. i was really impressed in the beginning cause all i could see were malls after another! what a shopping capital. but then later on i realized that almost 3 quarters of the shops you would find in one mall, would be in another mall. and the shops you could find in ALL the malls, were pretty much what you could find in MALAYSIAN MALLS. like take cotton on and forever 21 for instance, i saw about 5 outlets (EACH) and each 2 would be placed right alongside the other, forever just right next to each other. i know i could literally go on and on about this since well the topic is shopping haha! but i won't, save you those couple yawns.

ps. singaporean girls can really dress-up.

orchard road. did you hear about the flash flood there about a week ago? :'( tragic.

THIS is the reason why i could last 12 straight hours of shopping. got just the boost i needed!

ooh and got myself a polaroid! like finalleh. its cheaper over in sg (ever so slightly). but well, the film really does cost a bomb. rm30 for a BOX, a box which only enables you to snap 10 SHOTS. crazy. upside is, the product from it is lovely.

ain't that a lovely word.

om nom nom nommmm.

okay so something REALLY SAD happened. which certainly proves once and for all how bad of a packer i am. though this time i didn't forget my *ahems, i forgot my CONTACTS and and AND, IPHONE CHARGER! (whos iphone can withstand a day of use without charging you tell me) so.. yeah *sniffles* no one to blame but myself. good thing i didn't forget my glasses! or else i'd be a walking blind girl for the remainding 2 days haha!

heehee creme brulee! im sure its pretty obvious by now that i prefer taking shots of food with my cam rather than other things. since my cam seems to only be able to make food look pretty and yummy -.-

dont laugh at the super nerd in glasses! she had no choice :(

don't laugh at the girl with the orange bag either! mind you it has served her well for 10 long years! quite the bag. though im gonna have to get myself a new one soon, a bigger one. since this one as you can see is really quite small.

panicked for 10 mins in fear that i misplaced my passport lol. goodbye singapore! x.

10:30pm,
megan.

Little wonders.

2010-06-16T01:49:00.006+08:00

in these small hours, these little wonders,
these twists and turns of fate,
time falls away but these small hours,
still remain.

well i REALLY needed something to laugh at, or laugh with, whatever. i just needed to get :( this expression off my face. no luck on youtube, seems like all my favourite comedians have gone bland in they're humour. and don't get me started on my bedroom and how just looking at the mess could bring you to tears (i'm serious), i refuse to rant here or else i'd probably even lose the finger-countable readers that i have currently. everyone's giving up on their blog! period. but no worries i won't be doing nothing of the sort... just yet. joking! well not really.

anyways before i depress you any furtherr. so i decided to rummage through photos from the ancients (not too ancient, i'm not that old) just prolly around 2 years back. and may i behold to you the ONE that turned the corners of my mouth up up up! this was taken 2 years back. back when... hinyeung (guy strangling girl) treated us girls like men. in fact still does. and back when... sumay (being strangled) loved pissing guys off. in fact she still does. so basically nothing much has changed, good to know ;) anyhoo, i shall come to an abrupt stop cause i need my sleep (for fear of having evil red planets sprouting out on my face) so goodnight!

Field of buds.

2010-06-13T23:37:00.023+08:00

they say a story loses something with each telling,
if that's the case, this story has lost nothing,
for it's the first time it's been told.
- cecelia ahern, the book of tomorrow.

''this story is one for which some people will have to suspend their disbelief. many won't struggle to believe it, though, for their minds have been opened; unlocked by whatever kind of key causes people to believe. those people are either born that way or, as babies, when their minds are like little buds, they are nurtured until their petals slowly open and prepare for the very nature of life to feed them. as the rain falls and the sun shines, they grow, grow, grow; minds so open, they go through life aware and accepting, seeing light where there's dark, seeing possibility in dead ends, tasting victory as others spit out failure, questioning when others accept. just a little less jaded, a little less cynical... to accept the unknown, to say goodbye to pragmatism and straight lines...

...but then there are those whose minds are merely a bouquet of stalks, which bud as they learn new information - a new bud for a new fact - but yet they never open, never flourish. they are the people of capital letters and full stops, but never of question marks and ellipses... straight thinkers with heads filled with the most beautifully coloured buds, so neatly manicured and so sweetly scented but which never opened, were never light or dainty enough to dance in the breeze; upright and rigid, so matter-of-fact, they were buds till the day they died.''

LOOK, LOOK! (jumps up and down like a little girl and points) its the singapore flyer! ah so pretty. i'd LOVE to experience it someday. this isn't the first time i've been to sg, but for some reason i don't recall ever ever ever seeing this (no smart comments about my memory please). prolly i was just too young and without a care in the world. more picts from the trip will be up soon! (sadly not many though)

y'know a thought just popped up in my head, i MIGHT just do something drastic to sacrifice for my upcoming spm (which will be suicide if i don't start studying NAO, yes i haven't yet begun) so kantoi lah. since i never have the sufficient space on my desk to study comfortably, which is a lame excuse but indeed it has discouraged me from studying many a times. so the drastic thing being- i MIGHT just remove all the things that are taking up like 3 quarters of my desk space. mainly my fat ass computer, SIGH its a sacrifice i have to make. and my radio. NOW that should do it. but then the option of skyping will be gone so we'll see hehe. OK so my damn books are beckoning to me, haven't been paying much attention to them recently during the hols! inheritance in bio here i come! goodbye! x.

ps. and ooh, ARGENTINA anyone! (and no no nothing has changed, i am still not caught up in the world cup fever! but i've been supporting them for as longgg as i can remember, blame the dad. hehe so why stop?)

12:18am,
megan.

Airplanes.

2010-05-31T00:58:00.017+08:00

can we pretend that airplanes,
in the night sky, are like shooting stars,
i could really use a wish right now.

hello! have i been MIA-ing for long? believe me, i've tried to blog over the past weeks, just never really succeeded. cause once i lose my train of thought *poof. and yeah i get cut off midway while blogging pretty often. hence no new posts, but ammmm i glad i finally managed to pop a short one out. the satisfaction of completing a post never gets old :) so even though my contacts are dry as hell right now (signs that i should SLEEP) hehe i know i promised someone i would too, i am so determined to finish this post! which i actually started a couple days ago.. so here's how i plan on making my first step in terms of changing my bad habitual ways of procrastination! starting here.

happy birthday eugene! and we're definetely bringing you to a tanning saloon someday! just you wait boy.

'28 WEEKS LATER'. haha! from natalie's album on fb.

apparently mich's new skill: knotting a cherry stick with her tongue oohlala.

now THIS, is our darling cheong drunk or rather just really high. doesn't she look mighhhty fine?

i hope you had a great night snow white (yes that name will probably stick forever)

the mid-year hols are coming up next week! i'm so ecstatic, feels like the perfect break i've been waiting for since christmas is finally here (prolly cause its the longest LOL). its gonna be one busy busy break what with projects and iu day coming up. however.. (drumroll) SINGAPORE NEXT WEEK! yeah baby, i need myself some retail therapy. anyhoo, i know how short this post is. i promise more next post! or the next :D whoa my eyes just shut down for a moment there, i'm really trying to refrain from the chances of me waking up to realize how my face is on the keyboard. so goodnight! xo.

ps. <3 hehe so hungry!

Temporary home.

2010-05-12T22:26:00.028+08:00

when people asks him how he likes this place,

he looks up and says with a smile upon his face,
this is my temporary home.

i tell you, Mitch Albom books are incredible. his books just seem so fresh and original, nothing from the book will remind you of any other ones. which is what happens more or less to most books though they're good. there was one book which i really loved, its called 'the five people you meet in heaven'. so good! oh and i FINALLY found the book that went missing from me in the library a couple weeks ago! titanic babeh. hmm seems like everyone in class has caught on the reading fever. reminds me of the term frequently used these days, BIEBER FEVER! -.-. girls all around the world love his hair, i have no idea what they see.

anyways hey guys! and yes, this is yet another random post based on my mood. i have so many drafts you wouldn't believe, but i never get around to finishing them cause its all the long ones, with tons of pictures. and i always end up deleting it sooner or later and posting up short pointless ones like this instead :) its to be expected of me. laziness runs deep. i ran across some so called 'motivational' pictures when i was aimlessly searching around for something entertaining the other day (blame boredom hehe). and i found these! they're quite amusing, well to me :D

my favourite!

hmmmmm speaking of china, im reminded about how badly Malaysia performed against China in the thomas and uber cup! sad nia, but at least they still qualified for semi's thanks to hafiz. i didn't get to catch the men's matches, but i did watch the women's. now who says i'm a traitor of my own country :) i still support them! just that i support fu haifeng in particular from China in men's doubles that's all hehee.

oohlala. i bet miss tey wishes that bra belonged to her.

you gotta hand it to this girl.. and its exactly why we love her haha! this was when mich went for lingerie shopping with sumay (got it off her blog). now i regret not being there to watch mich try on rm5 bra's (YES FIVE RINGGIT :D) like this cause she was simply too lazy to get her bum into the dressing room! just imagine if it became a trend, since 2 amongst us are already rocking it haha!

ps. i've been trying to move to tumblr. to open up a new blog, i already have actually but i doubt anyone knows of its existance at the moment! and tumblr is definetely better. the only problem is that it lags like crazzzy. who knows when i'll actually be done setting it up? prolly not anytime soon :p

tell me, how sad is it that i can't wink? noo can't seduce passer-by's! HAHA. oh well goodnight folks! my school work is just screaming for attention sigh.

11.22pm,
megan.

Hey soul sister.

2010-04-22T23:36:00.037+08:00

your sweet moonbeam,

the smell of you in every single dream i dream.

I actually have a really funny vid of the girls singing hey soul sister (hurrah), which would or would not seem embaressing depending on who's the viewer! :D they were wonderful enough to record themselves at the utmost craziness and forgot to delete it. so yeah, a happy me. this stuffs gonna come in pretty handy for blackmailing in the future *evil cackle*. and you could possibly go deaf hearing it.

(don't be suprised) we were imitating our dear melanie lim and her pride poses (we love you, and it was a spur of the moment thing!). though its blatantly obvious we FAILED as we only brought it to shame.

sometimes people tease, and then they go way overboard. sometimes people joke, others laugh, so then they tell the same joke again, and again, and again. just because a girl seems fine when she's being teased, doesn't mean she'll stay that way forever. there are borders that were never meant to be crossed. i know it sounds so drama (well i AM feeling abit drama now lahh) but sometimes its just that, guys just don't know how much it hurts you know? sigh i hate how my blog has turned more into a ranting whiny space than what i initially intended for it to be- carefree, short and simple. which i know is pretty impossible, and i will have 'those time of the months', hence extra whining. so i'll make sure that whenever i'm able to, i'll put in a little something positive that'll blow your socks off okay? gives you a reason to get your ass back to my blog. :D

anyways am finally having a day out with the girls tomorrow! we're watching date night, the reviews were pretty good so we'll see! ugh my lenses are getting REAL dry, prolly due to the swimming earlier. plus i lost my drip like a year back, the smarts. gonna take em off now and retreat into my inner nerd = super thick black framed glasses. which i only use during cram sessions, in this case, i hear my bio books calling out to me. but judging by how late it is now i'll prolly end up asleep on my notes. goodnight!

2.49am,
megan.

Scattered all around the floor.

2010-04-21T22:16:00.010+08:00

nothing more beautiful than cherry blossoms. :)

oh and i really love the japanese cherry blossom range from body shop. being a former body shop employee i have to admit :P i sneaked in ALOT of free try's from the tester whenever i could! hehe one of the many perks. probably of the whole time i worked there i could have took as much as half a bottle. oh well, thats just how good it feels on your skin. ooh and smells.

anyways this was pretty random. was looking at the bottle i had at home and decided to search up on cherry blossoms on wikipedia, its actually pretty interesting. check it out!

Faded.

2010-04-11T00:33:00.003+08:00

it doesn't get better than this. ;)

Say,

2010-03-31T18:29:00.026+08:00

what's your name?

i'm really starving for a good long holiday at the moment (with exceptionally fine weather *crosses fingers*, which sadly is rare in msia). my next week long holiday is in about a month and a half! i'll have wilted by then. my results from the recent diagnostics are just now flowing in, and so far.. SIGH SIGH SIGH. some are good, and then again some are just.. so bad. everything's so inconsistent. makes me wonder sometimes (or ALL THE TIME) just how i'm gonna make sure my forecast results are good. plus now i'm still anxiously awaiting the results from my piano theory exam. its been a few months now, and y'know how.. the longer the results take to come, the more you keep discouraging yourself that you'll do well? just like how that feeling of determination that i'll do well is slowwwwly going downhill.

anyways, this was around 2 months ago, on valentines and during the cny week. i'm sure by now most of you know just how long it takes me to blog (hence this punctual post) and how super terror my memory is so don't be suprised that i can't remember most of what happened. so sorry guys! but looks like the pictures will have to do the talking. and occasionally a few words from me. :)

@jaya 1.

i got all jakun over this, can't blame me lah, was my first time seeing something like that! hence the jakunness.

i have to admit this was a pretty good shot from jesu!

never knew a bald head from ns could get so much attention.

now he knows what he's gonna wear to the beach next time. ;)

oh btw, mr. NS broke a cup, and matt seemed so proud of it that he insisted that the logo be taken along with the cup, plus he even arranged it oh so artistically. oh well, i hope this shot pleases you matt.

indians and their crazy white teeth.

i sense that nic would look happy in any situation as long as it involves a guy hahaha!

i can't say we own pool.. can't say we suck either (lie.) well at least i know a certain someone sucks just as bad hehe.

its pretty hard to resist 'the head'.

well i guess that pretty much sums it up, im pretty eager to attempt getting my posts done fast, by posts i mean the ones who probably should have been done months ago haha. i actually thought of quitting blogging for good, cause i barely have time for it now but deep inside i know i love using this small space to rant and well, to share things. plus this will come in pretty handy next time when i'm much older, which by then my fingers wouldn't be up for the kind of finger exercise work that blogging needs, so i'll get to look back at how i grew by each post. ain't that right bloggers? ;) so though now i don't plan on quitting the blog anytime soon, i DO want to change my layout! its a big hassle to do, but i need a change. so the search begins as of NOW!

ps. maybe my eyesight's deteriorating.. but i'm JUST realizing how itty bitty sized my font is! guess i haven't been very observant heehee. and i can't ask for your opinions as i no longer even have a cbox. SOB. oh well i had my reasons for that. so who knows, i might save your eyes the straining one of these days..

Put your records on.

2010-03-31T01:35:00.007+08:00

summer came like cinnamon,
so sweet.

its 2 AM in the morning and i have an addmaths test tomorrow. AHHHHHHHH screw it nothing's going in. :'( all i can do is depend on what i already know, and hope tomorrow won't be too bad.

ps. oh boy i need myself some wonka nerds ;).

Spin.

2010-03-23T21:46:00.016+08:00

in a world full of people,
you can lose sight of it all.

dear all i know you're all bored sick of my super short posts, but sadly i just cant help it hehe. writing long posts are simply just too long and droning, i get cut off midway most of the times which makes continuing the post even more droning when i finally get back to it, i have one drafted at the moment! im in the midst of my 3 weeks long diagnostics, which i am doomed for, wouldn't it be ideal if we didn't have to go through it all.. sigh well some stuff are just inevitable and need to be faced. OH and btw, all the best to you jules! hopefully there hasn't been a need to use amos's present, yet! we're missing you loads and i hope you're enjoying yourself over in aus, don't ever forget us eh hottie. we'll see you at the end of the year yes?

ps. i've wanted a polaroid for a madd long time, and the best thing of all is, i think i'm finally getting it. i've got manyyy plans for this one ere. cackles*

pss. <3

For being the perfect distraction.

2010-03-22T00:56:00.006+08:00

blog readers, meet Berry.
Berry, meet blog readers.

(and to think he's already about 63 years old in dog years!)

Nearly.

2010-03-19T17:28:00.009+08:00

http://lovegivesmehope.com/
http://omg-facts.com/
http://www.fmylife.com/

just howw i spend my spare time. though it could be used on more productive things, i find this a whole lot more interesting. of course haha! anyways guys check it out!

If we ever meet again.

2010-03-19T01:07:00.019+08:00

what's somebody like you,

doing in a place like this?

ugh im trying to find a way to somehow enlarge my picts in the blog, which seems to be quite impossible at the moment.. as this is the max. sadly when the sharp shots are minimized it starts looking really blur. maybe im just lousy at this, or maybe blogspot just stinks (which most people would agree with). noww i wonder how much that comment just costed me hehe. if anyone knows of how to help me out, pray tell!

its past midnight and im more awake than everrr. my brain functions so much better at night! and how i wish, i were the other way round. not only is it bad for your complexion (damn pimples..), it screws up your sleeping pattern. now you'll fully understand if i dont look like the happiest person on earth during school mornings. so no hard feelings guys! hehe :D

i'll blog till the sleepiness kicks in then! this was mel and hinyeung's birthday celebration last night. 'twas was good :) food was.. im speechless. the food kept coming, so i stuffed myself. :P the guys shouted whenever food came (you'd have to be there to know why) so the atmosphere felt more like a night market haha! and ooh, boy was there a whole ALOT of cotton on. *wink. cotton on will even be opening in mv! oohlala. though now the streets of mv will probably be filled with girls covered from head to toe in cotton on!

michelle had the hippie look goin on for her last night. sexy lady.

kristal's hands LOL.

there's definetely a whole lot more where this came from :D. im just posting up a few as.. im just lazy like that. and to my despair my baby ran out of battery halfway through the night, and everyone would just say AS USUAL haha, anyone who's been out with me that is. it had a lousy night though (no wonder it refused to last another second) :'( kissed the floor about twice and had a taste of the wall once. truly no words can describe the pain i felt.

i really need to STUDY. but.. dont we all procrastinate? :D if i said que sera, sera, i'd be failing my papers. anyways i heard that tomorrow's 'kiss everyone on the cheek day'? LOL if i were to randomly kiss someone on the cheek on the streets of malaysia, i would get sued.

ps. great news everyone! i finally am over my obsession of cupcakes! burned a hole through my pocket. i know how much of a pain i've been going on and on and on about cupcakes and how i'd go to the ends of the earth for a good one teehee. maybe i still would :O oh no.

pss. whoever said that counting sheeps help you sleep at night, they lied.

And oh, we'll dance around it all night.

2010-03-03T15:47:00.003+08:00

Walking stumbly, in these shadowfeet.

2010-02-27T15:22:00.032+08:00

toward home,
a land that i've never seen.

oh my god people. ohmgee. i have been literally staring at the screen for 15 minutes straight thinking of what to write. funny how absolutely nothing pops up. pfft well thats forgetful me for you. and as you can tell, i have given up. not easy admitting defeat either! why'd you think ive been staring at the screen for that amount of time which i could've used for more productive things huh. i guess my mind just doesnt want to entertain me when i blog anymore sigh.

i guess instead of telling you what's been up with me for the past week or so (save you the boring details hehe), im just going to blog about the reason this post is even here in the first place. :D though sadly will be a pretty short one. shuen and kenan's co-joined 17th birthdays-

suprisingly my phone camera doesnt suck all that bad. only during the daytime though. oh yeah, here's a picture of kenan's ripped pants. i dont know how he did it while walking, but oh he did it. and im sorry to say that i barely have any pictures from the day so this is the one and ONLY glimpse of kenan you will see. his sexy ripped pants. from there i'll leave it to you to imagine what the birthday boy looks like (if you dont already know him) haha!

the beautiful birthday girl. i found it really funny how hinyeung (guy in white) was so nervous seeing his 'future mother-in-law' that he kept hiding from her LOL. i think he even said ''imma gonna pee in my pants soon'' -.- my my, fear for the in-laws. i dont blame him though because shuen's dad looks like he came out of the army. big bald and tan. fuh.

i am lovin shuen's face in here. reminds me of gary in spongebob for some strange strange reason.

lucky for us wengj's dad owns the cafe nearby so the guys had pool to occupy themselves, for the girls it was the europe music awards and for me, the massage chair. woo.

yes these are my friends. and i think they were doing mj.

kenan's dad shouted ''all girls! only girls.''. then in runs megat at the back.

ahah. guess im done :) pretty darn short. i know the next one wont be. or i could be lying just to get your frequent visits. anyhoo, lurk on and goodbye!

ps. this season's american idol stinks :( i didnt want to say it, but it does. the contestants arent as good as last year's or david cook's year. haha but im still rooting for didi benami and alex lambert! and no its not just because he speaks italian.

Live in the moment.

2010-02-21T00:12:00.037+08:00

between the lines of fear and blame,
you begin to wonder why you came.

hello! do you like durians? if you do and we aren't already friends, then we should be. anywayss i don't think i have much to update on thats been happening recently (or rather i just can't remember) so i'll just skip straight to the duck's 18th birthday partay! happy birthday waijen! your lame jokes are the life of the group. :P

a bunch of us went over to his place after buying the durians (hehe), and i was feeling so mighty generous that day that i decided to treat everyone. :D well its only the best fruit known to mankind apart from jackfruit. there was roughly about 8 of them.

yummmmmm.

the people who ENJOY durians! oh and kirsten who looks really scary in the right.

and the people who think they're too cool for durians.

''666666'' ballgazer! you know what that means. wink*

whoopss i blinked.

and there were the presentssss. so mich and eddie decided to get waijen his very first durex hahaha. even got him a special box to keep it in safely. hebat.

everr cute kirsten.. :P finally corrupted.

omg this is damn funny. what happens when you get cocky and try to down an entire bottle of rum! ha.

then fall asleep and get molested by our very own taman desa michelle wong.

happy birthday again duck! :) you're finally 18. now stop failing your undang. its like the 3rd time already haha!

now i can't wait to get my ic, its such a hassle without it around. having to carry around a few sheets of paper (just in case), i'd rather not go to jail thank you very much. better safe than sorry. plus my piano theory exam is coming up in 2 weeks and i have a feeling that i'll be needing my REAL ic. am SO VERY unprepared :( followed by diagnostics the week after! ugh so many tests. killing all my brain cells.

i guess that's about it, this post is pretty short lol. partially cause nothing seems to be coming to mind now that i could write down hehe. oh well some other time then. goodbye!

ps. im sick of seeing justin bieber in both twitter and facebook. he sounds like a girl.

It's everything we've never known.

2010-02-06T00:48:00.026+08:00

i can finally see,
that you're right there beside me.

woo. im 2 months late for my christmas post. yeah babeh. but sorry! sorry about the fact that you might not be interested in reading about this anymore, sob. gosh dont know why ive been so busy lately. and the alternate meaning for that sentence is, pure laziness, hoorah. i swear that after this i wont bore you with these month late posts anymore! (even lazy ol' me is getting sick of it) someone gave me a suggestion >) which i think i'll follow so you guys can just wait and see! not that there's actually anything big to be looking forward to. im just itchy lol, so i wanted to give a heads up.

since this was about 2 months ago hmm as usual i cant remember a damn thing. so i'll let the pictures do most of the talking instead cause im so clearly incapable of doing so hehe. (some of these were taken on christmas day and some the week before, after our church's christmas luncheon)

hey donnnt say im not feminine in jenga okay! i just FOCUS alot on my energy is all.. ini dipanggil skill.

*whew* im so relieved that i finally get to post this up! (since ive been forbidden to do so on fb as ordered and pleaded by this guy here) i feel as though a burden as been lifted off of me. now the picture of these sexy lips can be shown! sorry mango this picture is too good to go to waste. and now a part of my life is complete.

this was christmas day, after our church party. wendy's at soho kl!

nic's high face.

ns boy, hoho i bet he misses his hair like he misses us.

the inside of a hippo's mouth hehe.

okay that's it folks. thanks for still tolerating my nonsense and checking for signs of life on my blog! love you ALL. shall have a new post up soon! hopefully one with less nonsense.

ps. oh did i mention i lost my purse? :'( this is one sad sad world. and one very sad me. oh my dear valentino purse, wherefore art thouu. what's worse is i had to redo my ic (means an opportunity for a better-looking photo), which i deeply regret doing in the weee hours of the morning where my eyes were still this -.- big. wah talking about all this gets me in a funk, im still so broken-hearted over losing my baby. which also including my other babies, all the member cards, vouchers, and.. *cry cry cry.. anyway life goes on. well on the bright side, i cant wait to get my new one! *wink.

Before everything and after.

2010-01-30T01:40:00.044+08:00

you peer inside yourself, you take the things you like,

and try to love the things you took.

heya.. wow im finally blogging about christmas eve. on the bright side, im not THAT late in blogging about this, RIGHT? hehe. (well actually i predicted it to be a month after and true enough :P i never faail you). the sad side however, is im not sure whether y'll even give a damn about what happened a month ago! since most of you have probably already seen all the picts on fb, which makes my post all the more boring :( rawr. i dont care. im still blogging about it hah!

im pretty sure most of you already know it was held at mels as usual. only this year i didnt think they were gonna do games, just some old fashion chit-chat and mels mums lovely delectable delicious scrumptious tasty wonderful spread of food (*drool). i would KILL for her mash potatoes, really i would. >) well it turns out at the last minute we did get forced into playing a game (which ended shortly cause everyone wasnt in the mood for that, all lazy things lol). so i had to change out of my skirt, which later on became a playtoy for the guys. -.- annd ask no further questionss about it haha..

forgot to blowdry my hair.. there's still that slight phobia of it getting stuck in the blowdryer again and getting chunks lost off :'(

no i was not high.

yeah baby, metal shall rule this world someday.

may our braces blind you till you retreat to darkness! :D

another sexy face. and sexy mole.

holy coww mich's eyes.

spot the unmissable holy coww eyes again.

i told mel never in a million years would she be able to carry me, and she still wanted to try. and look what happened.. my ass suffered severely lol.

apparently wengjian's new clown talent :D

i laughed for a full 60 seconds for this picture. i hope you will tooo! or longer.

i look like a pimp and those are muh' ladies. annd puan chunwei is rolling off the corner of the bed. :P yes, puan.

'this', belongs to,

..'that'. a duck that wears nothing but green hahaha!

my fab present to mich. cant get any better than la senza! ;)

look at waijen and his 6 packs rofl.

what i meant when i said my skirt became their playtoy.

:D im finally done with this! dont worry i'll be back soon for my christmas post! im determined not to let it stretch on to the second month. if it does then i am a failure. so.. we'll see wont we? >)

ps. im sure you've already heard this a billion times, but GLEE IS SO GOOD. now i shall go. goodnight.

The stars lean down to kiss you.

2010-01-28T23:59:00.054+08:00

i can finally see,
that you're right there beside me.

hello! im feeling random lol. and so shall my picts be. btw i drafted about 2 posts below before the awesome caramel apples and ive finally posted 'em!

the first picture my new cam took. aint it beautiful hoho. ignore the verry cluttered background!
the second pict, was berry :D which i'll definetely upload another time..

my FOOTREST hahaha! which mich found so interesting to snap a picture of. i didnt know how ridiculous it looked until she posted it up..
a deflated basketball is nothing short of perfect.

i realized that i havent blogged anything about my work over the hols. it was from the mid of nov to the mid of december. i was so drained from work everyday i never had anytime to blog ahah.

i was in padini au first, which sucked (please never ever work in a clothing store) your daily 10 hour routine consists of this and only this: refolding the same clothes over and over again, only to see customers dig them out and throw them to one side like market women because that was the 70% off SALES rack. hey at least i bother putting them back even if i dont fold them when i shop. oh and your legs will give way by the end of the day. i even got yelled at by a bitch because i couldnt find her SIZE. now that was epic.

and so i'd really love to get into details but then i'd babble. not interesting babble but boring dull babble. :P some of you guys already know so thats more than enough for me. haha long story short, after 3 days of padini (no not because i quit) i ended up working in body shop for the christmas month. which was an awesome choice though tiring. i mean hey, working is always tiring ;) unless all you do is sit in a kios. now almost everything i own is from body shop :D since i had a staff discount i might as well use it. working there makes you SMELL GOOD :P since ive already tried working in a clothing and make-up store, i'd like to do waitressing next :)

vuala my masterpiece, i gave shuens nails a french manicure! it aint too bad right? ;)
except for her fourth finger haha.

my dad's LEGS after a round of golf during one of the recent hot sunny days in our great country that is malaysia -.-
im not kidding his skin tone was originally the one at his feet, and now it looks like roti bakar.

i bet you're still laughing at this, either that or you've said your 'omgs' and you're still staring.
mine was the constant laughing!

sexy face.

anyway ive finally seen sherlock holmes! i thought it was really good, though the ending was dissapointing. plus the subtitles were screwed up so i had abit of problems following their british accents, i actually had to concentrate hard enough to catch what they were saying LOL. so much for relaxing while watching a movie huh.

ps. i heard tonight that they've made the fate/stay night movie! ee, for those of you who followed the series. im not so big on anime anymore but this one was really really good. anyhoo, goodnight!

Linger on.

2010-01-22T22:59:00.006+08:00

a city sparkles in the night,
how can it glow so bright?

caramel apples. holy cow.
x

Eyes wide open.

2010-01-21T16:13:00.031+08:00

i bottle it up,
and save it for a sweet summer night.

sexy.

lethargic.

cute as usual.

(drafted) so... :) whats 'up. and why am i still blogging past midnight when there's cross-country tomorrow and i should be sleeping early. i dont even know. but apparently thats what im doing, so yepp. a couple weeks back BEFORE christmas and after i quit my job (so i had plenty of free time to hang out with the girlss) we went to pav for some shopping (the heavenly word) and tackled down sg wang as well! mels and i went to time square and sg wang on a different day. times square actually doesnt look as bad as it did a couple years back, which was the last time i went there. its still pretty lala-ish, but not quite as bad. and 'sexy' had to leave early - boo, so i only managed to get one pict of her, which was the first one.

ps. dont you just love sales?

michelle trying to molest, again.

i remember kirs telling michelle that the tree stick would break because she held it hahaha! i found it really funny.

went off to shops like forever21 and COTTON ON (wooh). it always seems to be having sale whenever i see it. forever 21 however.. still costs a bomb. but we decided to try on dresses just for the fun of it anyway lol.

and she makes the world go 'round with dizziness! mels talented skills in photography.

then we went out to pav's main entrance at 8 sharp for the fake snow/ foam haha! which was a huge big ass dissapointment. that WAS after all the main reason that i had wanted to stay till 8 :( the foam was really tiny and there wasnt much of it coming down. ah. blame it for the fact that ive never seen nor touched real snow before! give me that experience and i'll love you forever.

but anyhooo, its still the company that matters right. :D

im actually listening to stand by me from the lion king's timon and pumba HAHA. my all-time favourite song as a kid. even now i still find it incredibly funny! im sorry this post is so dull! but im in a hurry to get to bed if not it'll result into me being a zombie with no stamina and energy running tomorrow so goodnight!

pss. i realized my cam is pretty blur without the flash. and even so, using the flash at night isnt too good either, only during the day is when its clear. bummer. i suck in picking any type of electronic. even my phone is giving me problems now, and im seriously considering switching back to my old tank. *gasp*

We all need saving.

2010-01-17T22:28:00.025+08:00

hello hunns! im gonna update real quick on this one cause this was dated back to nearly a month, drafted for 2 weeks, hence everything about it has been blacked out from my mind. haha. plus if i try recalling im gonna start BABBLING. and you really dont want that.

this really reallyyy reminds me of christmas! shangrilaa's buffet, my dad got free vouchers woohoo! there's so much food there that i could stuff myself silly. which of course i did. :D and if my memory still serves well (if even just a little), that was the first night i took my new cam out. so i got excited and decided to act as though it was an slr, snapping everything in my path.

i know the brown one looks a little like poo.

you'd have to be mad not to fall in love with this! ;)

yet another thing that reminds me of the hols that i miss so so much.

i am a badd poser i knowww.

this was taken 2 years ago lol! (i think)

and now the present. :)

i think flowers are the most beautiful thing in the world. its a pity they cant last long. :( ps. this was my mum's!

i still have christmas and new years to blog about uh-oh. and about a 100 other things. i apologize in advance that my memory span has to be about -- this much! just to prep you for empty wordless posts. till then. :D ciao.

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.

2010-01-10T22:41:00.023+08:00

when violet eyes get brighter,

and heavy wings grow lighter.

hello! i think ive been blogging quite frequently recently (though short!), feeling so pleased with my myself. :P giant accomplishment. but at the moment im feeling more obligated to blog than in the mood to :( another one of those days.. cis.

so school has officially started, but not in my mind. im still in holiday land up there in that head of mine. :P pure bliss wooh. which is probably how everyone is feeling now, well the lazy ones at least. and its obvious how i'll have to burn down that holiday land because my exam's are THIS WEEK. if the date on this post doesnt seem right its because this post was drafted a couple days ago. only two weeks into school and already the torture starts, we even have exams on saturday. ha. and i havent been studying up on my form four during the hols so i have a pretty rough estimate on how im gonna do :D hopefully i suprise myself then.

oh so these were during the hols before christmas when i decided to overnight at mels :) we watched UP! (which was AWESOME, btw i cried at the beginning and the ending, and im not afraid to admit it, cause it was a really good movie) and fired up. which mel loved lol.

okay so we might have gotten a little hyper from the cotton candy, sugar overdose. and crazy things happen when you get too much sugar, the veins in your eyeballs start pertruding and etc etc :P fascinating aint it. just like how kirsten and mich had a few too many handfulls of my wonka nerds back home the other day and almost got into the shower together hahaha! so yes, we climbed that car alriggght. and thought for a second that our butts were going to flatten it cause of how loud it was crying out in pain. btw, for once i'd gotten mel to stay up with me till about.. 5, i think mel? its quite a victory to me for the girl who sleeps at 10pm -.-

sakai in the house LOL. mels just digging her nose again (as usual) hahaha! this is what sugar does to you. or maybe just me.

went off for captainball the next morning then got back and played with handsome ol' violent languaged samuel and his claydough, which eventhough we're 17 now we still found fun.. for five minutes. i really dont know what kids these days are learning -.- the last time i was over at mels, he held a ruler to my ass and said ''i am gonna spank you FIVE TIMES!! FIVE!'' but he didnt because he's all talk and no action :P

did i also mention that samuel's a natural borned camwhore? you wouldnt believe it till you saw it, its probably the first time ive seen a kid with so much enthusiasm while dealing with taking pictures, well other than my cousins ahahah.

ahh and that concludes this post. :) i just wanted to do a short one lol couldnt bear to see my blog go dead again. cause once i get into the hang of not blogging, it'll be like a month long hiatus. anyhoo im a pretty contented girl right now because i got myself three new books to last me for awhilee, and titbits :O nyamm* you have no idea how long it has been since i bothered stocking up the titbit section in the kitchen. since im the only one who snacks late into the night anyway ahah. and its been EVEN longer since i got to read a good book. yes i wont deny it, i love reading lol. i have the reading glasses of an aunty and all, the works. well i should be updating soon, till then, goodbye!

ps. i think i've gotten very much addicted to.. POST-ITS.

All the right moves.

2010-01-10T15:45:00.013+08:00

moshi-moshi! hahaha okay i know that's only suppose to be used on the phone but i love saying it anyhow. im suddenly interested in learning various languages, now i know some tamil (a very good line from it too, as im sure some of you have heard lol) and hokkien! good stuff. i shall inform you soon about my progress hoho. anyhoo, just a short update :D

testing out the new webcam >;) took up like half of my pay! cis. and ignore the silly mosquito bite on my forehead please haha.

kirsten looks damn cute lol.

well mostly all of my tuitions are officially starting this week, EVERYDAY wth. i havent had tuition everyday since i was like, standard 6. -.- i'll just keep telling myself *one more year*, over and overr again. i'll just have to bear with this pain for one more year. oh and so im not gonna write down a resolution for 2010 like what some of you are doing, since you've been asking me where's mine, its partially because im lazy :P how shocking. i have it all stored in my brain anyway, and i'd rather not have you guys know that i failed at one of my resolutions. doesnt mean i will ahahah. small tiny resolutions like sleeping early, that one i can tell you cause im pretty sure there's a 90 percent chance that im already failing in that. anyways, shall update soon. sayonara!

ps. im still waiting for chuck s3 to come ouut!

Out on the street, in the moonlight.

2010-01-02T16:04:00.018+08:00

hello. im.. back? i seriously dont think anyone reads my blog anymore. i dont blame you guys haha! every event i post about is delayed like one month afterr. i cant help it that im not the most enthusiastic blogger :P but at least i still update every once in awhile! right! i think my christmas post will come in a month's time and my new year's post will come in two months time heh, i hope im joking too.

anyhoo here's my happy 'belated' birthday wish phuikei! you're finally 16, as of dec 22nd, though we celebrated it a couple days earlier. got a lift from kirsten, thankgod i didnt have to walk that late at night to her house :P there was an awesome spread of food and i couldnt get enough of the spaghetti. YUM (hahaha! i still cant get over that part in 'i love you, beth cooper') cracks me up every time.

sam told me she made the one on the right (or was it left?).. and that she works in cranberry? and im still not sure as to whether or not to believe her. im gullible so i couldnt tell if they were joshing me or if they were serious -.-

i pity veenzhen, the only guy that night who btw got victimized and accused multiple times by mich for peeking at her bra.. -.- shocking. well her shirt was see-through so, we know you're innocent veenzhen ;) that woman was using tissue boxes and magazines to cover herself the whole night hahaha but well, whats new with the monkey?

so we just sat at the table for the rest of the night and talked :) and then at some point they started prank calling LOL. im sorry i cant recall the funny happenings that night, my mind seems to have a memory span of only three days haha, and yes i know im always saying how i cant remember anything about the event cuz im blogging about it weeks after. and again, so sorry!

i like this one :D after that mich kirsten and i walked over to neelas for mamak. woo. which i havent had my maggi mee goreng for like, a month plus. and you know how there's just something.. about walking in the streets late at night that makes you feel like screaming out and going nuts with your friends- or maybe im just nuts to think that as well hahaha!

annnd this would be us being nutty, cuz we are awesome that way LOL.

mich loves this picture cuz you can see her well-toned up thigh muscles -.-

i finally got my pay from body shop! and so i went and spent it on a new webcam lol, my old one is so bad that when i move my head or anything, it'll lag like nobodies business. so the other person basically sees a funny looking frozen image of me, what you get when you buy a 50 ringgit webcam. anyhooo, coming to an abrupt stop, goodbye! shall update soon.

ps. i miss the hols badly.

Neon.

2009-12-26T22:35:00.005+08:00

aww come on you have to watch this! dont be lazy. its bloody cute.

oh btw, a very blessed christmas to everyone! though im not exactly on time with the wishing haha. anyways, i have super lots to update about. but well, you know how slow of a blogger i am ;D i hibernate irregularly.

ps. i wish the hols didnt have to end so quickly. dont you? of course you do lol, silly question.

Tis the season...

2009-12-17T21:52:00.002+08:00

i finally have my new baby! only the. best. camera. ever. i just had to share my happiness with the world.

Evermore.

2009-12-05T23:43:00.009+08:00

Laziness may appear attractive,
but work gives satisfaction.
- Anne Frank

hello. im feeling random. regina spektor's songs are abit weird, but some good. i like raisins. i want to go pd with the bunch. i wish this wasnt december. i want a really good book to read. im feeling seasick, weirdest thing ever. and i miss captainball! boohoo. all you form five's better end your spm soon or i'll be rotting at home on sat mornings haha.

i was not picking a fight with jer lahh.

''where did kingyiew go?'' the captions in eugene's fb album is way FUNNAYY.

chris the giant doing THE ROBOT. HAHAHA! something useless there by the name ngkingyiew is yawning.

he *throws.

...you just gotta love cball ;D

ps. currently on season 3 of gg. i still dont see why everyone thinks its so addictive lol. im more of the 'chuck' type. hoho :D and waiting for season 3 of chuck is going to be loooong & endless.

I'm so bitter.

2009-12-02T12:56:00.021+08:00

For every minute you remain angry,
you give up sixty seconds of peace of mind.
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

hello! suprisingly, for once i dont have any events to blog about. or either ive decided to skip them. probably cuz ive been working most of the time so im missin out on things! wah! oh well. guess i cant have both :] i do still have one more event to blog about, the very cute kirsten's 16th! but that'll take awhile haha. and sometimes, BLOGGING ABOUT NONSENSE is good too! for some reason i have this tendency about not wanting to write much detailed info on my blog unless you ask me about it... so that basically leaves me with very little to blog about. sad aint it :'[

but at least you get to see this gross picture of me. what my cousin called it anyway, bahger. anyhoo i love these things- bingtongwulou's (no clue what they're called in english) who cares if i look like a kid holding this around the mall RIGHT hahaha! YUM.

ps. this looks NOTHING like kristal's version. hers is much more... SEDUCTIVE. you'll see it soon >;)

lol.

thats it for my nonsense of a post. today's my off-day and i have this fugly sorethroat. couldnt come at a better time. really -.- but on the brightside im having a night out with the girls later! me cant wait. finalleh.. i needed some girl time. though i wont be able to talk too much :P aiyaiyai. i'll update soon! bye! xo.

pss. im in love with 'chuck' & 'how i met your mother'. two very very good series.

Quando quando quando.

2009-11-17T00:52:00.001+08:00

ps. oh. i want to watch this.

Off the record.

2009-11-15T23:55:00.052+08:00

The best way to make your dreams come true,
is to wake up.
- Paul Valery

hello! ugh yet another drafted one. i dont have much to say.. the mind's a complete blank. happens alot lately whenever i make an attempt to blog -.- hmph. and then i end up writing crap in my posts :P oh well. ah before i forget, good luck you form 5 people out there who are having their grueling SPM, come out alive! i'll need it too next year.

anyhoo this was awhile ago.. im sure you've heard me say that line before haha! i cant help it that im not the most punctual blogger. sometimes i dont get how some people could blog about what happens, on the day itself; or the day after. true enthusiastic bloggers! ahahah. before i stray off, we celebrated jes's, jesu's and kherns birthday somewhere.. last month in boston- soho kl. and i am proud to announce that there is NO MORE 'pussy juice' on the menu as they have changed it! hurrah. the end of some ky jelly mocking. they changed the menu alright >;] its even weirder than before. believe me! go try it out.

someone's getting very emo staring at the menu. the only one i can actually remember is the one i ordered, mushroom soup. guess the name? SEXY MERMAID. see -.-

this is funny.

happy birthday khern! (want me to reveal your age? :P) *gugubird hahaha! this feller's favourite word. sorry im not gonna go into details about the whole 'bocor-ing' (i feel bad lah ok :P i had no clue!) story. in the end, khern got his happy ending that wasnt suppose to happen but due to some stuff.. it did hahaha.

kherns little brother's hands. lol kidding, it was just some random cute kid who was peeping from the other side of the seats, im not sure whether it was that he wanted cake.. or that he was in love with khern. he seemed to have only eyes for him wahaha.

''the sky is falling?''

no.

it was the large ass tv that the guys couldnt tear their eyes off.

another distracted and angered one.

then it was jes's and jesu's turn! J and J ;] reminds me of boys over flowers LOL. aww someone's tearing! too touched im sure. and if you're wondering why its seperate and all, like i said its a long story. hehe.

errhem that was not the expression i met to give.. it should be this =D

happy 16th, jesmine cheong shan mei :] hohoho.

took us quite awhile to settle the bill but after that we went to desa park city, i was looking forward to the SWING haha! we're all kiddies. but too bad there were hoggers so we didnt get a chance.

doesnt she look cuckoo with her stare and all lol. i got pushed almost all around the place and across the road and the worst thing is i couldnt get off! :P i didnt know what i was getting myself into! oh we got plentiful stares @.@ hah. ive learnt my lesson.

hao yi and kherns love were SO STRONG for each other that the man had to carry the woman :P on his back and off, far away from us hahaha!

we finally got a chance to walk by the lake. which btw is really romantic, obviously meant for couples lol, you'll know what i mean if you see it. anyways thats it :] or at least thats all i can remember!

just in case you havent seen the gruesome bling* that causes my lips to jut out like a duck. my eyes were meant to be this @.@ wide, instead its -.- hahaha! okay i know im abit crazy on the emoticons in this post. so in the mood.

ps. chuck is an awesome, awesome series! been catching up in all the dramas and stuff recently. since work's gonna start soon i gotta cherish whatever time i have left! hohoho. season 7 of one tree hill is out too! uwah.

Oh, I tend to disappear here and there.

2009-11-13T23:25:00.014+08:00

helluh! muhh braces are finally on people. the first night was pretty bad hahaha and.. i shall not go into details, you could very well be a 100 years old by the time you finish reading my grandmother story about my first few days with 'em :P but it was so pathetic for people to watch me eat cuz i couldnt chew anything, not one single freakin thing. there's no strength in my teeth at all to bite, its like i own an 80 year old's set of teeth. heh, how nice.

anyhoo! after my braces are off, which according to the woman should be about a year, i swear i will never ever ever ever touch porridge ever again. but.. i am now SO IN LOVE WITH.. with..

yeah babehh baked potatoeees omg- since they're one of the many few other things thats edible for my 80 year old teeth at the moment now. YUMM (for those who've seen 'i love you, beth cooper' hahaha!) i am in love.. with a potato. potatoes. po-ta-to. lol this is me going nuts, sorry but my cravings for it are pretty strong NOWW. oh well nothing can be done :[ after all its like 11 at night. anyways im off. you'll be hearing from me sooon :] xo.

Cause your eyes tell me the truth.

2009-11-10T23:05:00.023+08:00

ola. another day another post. and im really not in the mood. i feel like ranting but words just wont come out lol. but, im still going to do this for the sake of doing it. well im not going to be a whole killjoy to my post so, happy 16th jules! you are ever awesome babe. and sorry im so late in blogging about this :]

so ummm :] this was quite awhile ago.. jules had the party at her humble abode lol, which couldnt have been greater cuz i just love love love her house! looks dang good. sigh here comes my inner green-eyed monster. hee. oh before that mels and i walked around the neighbourhood for abit since we were early-

''i am a tree!'' haha kidding! i dont think that was what i was trying to potrait, come to think it of it, i dont even know what i was doing. does it look haunting? @.@ woo.

i look so fly with mervyn's shades hoho!

very nice, rachel.

then came the time when mel and i found jullya's guestroom ahohoh. havoc. it was really nicely decorated. i fell in love with the couch, and i remembered seeing it at ikea. okay enough.. i sound like a woman advertising about her house.

the really tall birthday girl. something i will never be. sob.

jasper looks aneroxic here-

the cake was fab. sorry a close-up shot of it is nowhere to be found! especially since i no longer exist on facebook.. hohoho. oh and there were these tiny little star sugarings on the cake, so at one point everyone just suddenly decided to hijack 'em stars.. and eventually eat them, after doing all this...

unlike mich who popped it in her mouth the minute she got it but never bit the whole thing, poor starling. we all know how it feels like to be victimized by michelle.

YES we were lying on her grass. and only because it was tre clean! like the ones you see in america where you can totally picnic on woohoo. and that it also reminded us of one tree hill -.- uh-huh. the baboon had to squeeze her watermelon ON ME. t(-_-)t eat this. wahah and as you can see, or as everyone there knew, you couldnt get wengjian to release his grip on the mike even if his life depended on it.

to-ma-to face LOL. i dont know how his face got so red. too much of 1% alcohol-ed jolly shandy? no wait i remember now, he must have been the one hogging the whole bottle of wine haha!

behold the very environmental friendly grass-patch in jullya's house.

thats it folks =( sorry if i didnt write much. it was awhile ago and so as you know, i just cant remember a thing! oh my memory adores me that way. anyhoo, putting on my braces tomorrow. *wide smile! savour this moment where my teeth are still spot clean with nothing obstructing them or on them hehe.

'Without change, something sleeps inside us, and seldom awakens. The sleeper must awaken.'
-Frank Herbert

A long goodbye.

2009-11-03T17:50:00.017+08:00

hey babes. how long has it been huh ;) i figured i'd have to update sooner or later no matter how lazy i felt. though this is a poor attempt at updating as its a short one. oh happy 16th kirsten dear! THE amazingly cute one. this was abit of kirsten's party. shall upload the rest... soon. god knows how long my 'soon' is.

no. that is not my middle finger.

i wonder how many wifes could he possibly want. yes including king julian and eunice saw at the corners hahaha!

ps. told you it was a poor attempt. ah. getting my braces next week. grin*

Candles.

2009-10-21T17:54:00.006+08:00

The only true wisdom is in knowing,
you know nothing.

x.

Surreal.

2009-10-10T14:33:00.033+08:00

ola comradiees. how was your day? lol boy am i feeling chirpier than usual. but then onto a sadder note- my finals start on wed so this would be my last post. boohoo. why is there a hole in my head? because for some reason i cant seem to remember anything ive studied over the past few days. this can'not be happening. i am doomed.

and i realized studying till late night (like 3), isnt working out for me cuz i always end up falling asleep on my desk. and no, unfortunately no keyboard marks on my forehead ;) some people know me so well that they predicted it -.- wth. i feel judged! probably the first thing i should do to make my studying easier would be to clean up my desk. its so messy that i cant find anything.

anyhooo lets not talk about the topic that makes my heart drop in a bad way hahaha. onto a happier note- since hao wei was leaving back to uk for another year we sorta met up as a farewell for him :) though we were still gonna see him once more in church after that before he left lol. oh we went to desa park city. really really nice place. and ive actually never even heard of it before this.

all of us were LATE as usual. but i cant be blamed this time, blame my driver weh haha. we ate at kluang station, which had some serious electricity problems. beh tahan lol. makan makan sikit then the lights would start flickering here there and everywhere. im exaggerating of course but they're electricity problem was so bad that they actually couldnt cook rachel's food :[ good thing ours came before it happened. i was actually getting spooked, SLIGHTLY. damn hao yi kept putting images in my head.

the ovary-like things that came from the drink lol, i spaced on what its called. im having my revenge on hao yi now by posting this disturbing picture of him and his uvula. woohoo.

-.- you totally cant see the spoonful of sambal i was 'pretending' to eat hahaha. philip you have no talent in photography.

another disturbing picture of hao yi the stone. his own personalized name since he's always stoning haha. they actually werent posing for this, i was just snapping randomly everywhere and while these two were 'in the midst' of doing something, i got this fabulous shot :D then we got hao wei to redo the exact same pose with the fan that he did with the flower in the past.

WOOHOO.

okay well, yeah its not really the same hahaha. but it would still disturb many kids. its a good way for us to remember him by :D

we went off to the park nearby after dinner, probably the coolest playground ive seen so far. weird things there, like this one for instance. pretty dangerous thing -.- knocked my head. gahh. there was a lake nearby which we didnt have time to go to :( it was pretty late then.

indeed the coolest swing ever! wee i feel 5 and hyper again. i actually cant wait to get back on that swing.

jesu lah, another bad photographer -.- getting shots of asses and all.

beestung lips*

see how much i love it.

then almost everyone decided to load on the big old mighty swing, im glad it didnt break :P zippy (matt's) asking for tol money from jesu who was below him sitting beside me hahaha. mygoodness wei, touch and go. and y'know its actually only meant for one person at a time ;) we didnt even know that till the guard came by and told us, good thing it was only matt on the swing then. what for make the swing so damn huge for then, if its only meant to hold one person -.- swt.

still asking for tol money.

NIKE ad.

look at the two on the left side.. jesu said jeffrey looked like he was about to do a lion dance -.- philip's doing his ballet in the background.

hao min's incredibly LONG LEGS LOL.

then the guys decided to continue pushing matt till he got dizzy hahaha, they're all evil.

fainted.

i enjoy looking at the tree in the background lol.

mygoodness.. philip felt the need to cover up. and hao wei got high.

guys lets do the chicken dance... wink*

a slight TASTE of how bad my camera is.

this was jes's. look at the two bafoons in the back.

a terribly sweet picture.. :'( it brings tears to my eyes hoho.

whoa hao yi looks scary.

admiring the place for the last time haha. anyhoo take care hao wei, we'll see you again next year yeah! ;)

i should be getting back to my studying since im done with this post. ah ;'( i'll be hibernating for exactly two weeks. and season 2 of 90210 is so good! though i can only seem to watch up till episode 5 on youtube. hey i needed to release stress so i had to watch something okay :P oh well.. till then. xo.

ps. whoops my grape just bounced off onto the floor. hahaha that was random.

Holy moly.

2009-09-28T21:17:00.053+08:00

hoooboy finally im done with this post- oh and hello! i cant help but feel pleased with myself for finally publishing this, took me pretty long cuz the uploader was slug slow. i was like uploading three pictures PER day hahaha! and i know how long mich has been waiting for each and every one of us to blog about this ;) well here it is woman! hee.

it was at the star (which i didnt even know existed no matter how many times they tried reminding me till like the very last day then i saw), i guess im not very observant :P hoho. but im sure you td people should know, its nearby the hospital. oh and happy birthday to our dear wong chiewsuen for finally turning 16! one of the last of us. she's a merdeka baby, her hobbies are touching people and touching herself. uh huh.

and as usual, it was quite awhile ago so i cant remember most of the details. heh sorry dudes.

it'll probably look like there were tons of fedoras that night, but no in actual fact there werent hahaha. maybe if you were too lifeless and bored you'd bother counting them.
sometimes dslr's can be so clear that they start looking scary. i think i look so scary in this one lol.

holy moly. scratch that, this one's way more scarier. reminds me of a horror flick but i somehow cant place which one.. its like how a person stares at you right before they start feeding on you :O okay i should stop myself now. nightmares hahaha.

this is one GOOD, GOOD picture.

see she's practicing one of her hobbies.

whoa nice eugene >=) it looks like charis was so shocked that she banged into the pillar lol.

if you're wondering, there was a fan beside us.

do you feel intimidated when you stare at this picture? hahaha! i could very well just stab you.

hanna banana's yawning lol.

donating to the needy yo.

kirsten! HAHAHA.

im lovin' how ju's legs look here.

there's waikiat slouching at the corner of the couch the whole night lol. his eyes are mostly closed in most of the picts too, as usual. hahaha its hilarious how his eyes are normally no wider than an inch.

love you babe ;) no matter how many times you've tried molesting me. or succeeding.

that would be me doing my job of making life as hard for her as possible hahaha.

there was that random curly haired little girl in the pictures lol. i still dont know where she came from @.@ whoa.

charis is always near the pillar eh, her favourite one :) the dslr belong to olivia btw.

whats the difference between an slr and a dslr? is there any difference -.- not like i should know and not that i would know anyway lol. i'll stick to being able to stuff my camera into my bag thank you very much :D im a lazy person.

i look like my mom here in her younger days here lol.

what we apparently havent done in awhile. cross eyed pictures lol.

wah i have finished! *beaming* major accomplishment. hee. im going to be off on a blogging hiatus soon, finals coming up, not like it matters anyway since i blog pretty slow too heh. anyhoo lurk on guys. goodbye.

Woo me.

2009-09-20T00:47:00.002+08:00

this looks really good. i really really really want to watch it!

August is over.

2009-09-05T11:45:00.016+08:00

hello world my sorethroat is almost gone and im eating currypuffs. i never learn. well todays gonna be pretty boring since i'll be home rotting the whole day till night, i opted to study instead of following my cousins to sungai wang, which i havent been to in about what.. two years? and nows the best time anyway since its puasa month. but what could i do, i felt the need to be like a geek the minute i woke up. hee.

oh random pictures from awhile back that i forgot to post up :)

sumay hahaha! mighty goggles.

its pretty far but i KNOW that mich is giving her seductive look hahaha!

happy birthday jer! :) the other little one. couple weeks back ju shuen hinyeung and i walked over to huahjers for his little suprise, lol too bad it rained. so ju and i had to run in the rain to meet the other two, pretty hectic because it was raining quite heavily. so we stopped at jalal as a pitstop because there was no way either of us wanted to run in that rain haha. we plotted a GOOD plan to suprise him lol the whole thing turned out really funny. i have the vid but it was too dark anyway.

evil is our FIRST name. lol wth.

i love this picture. looks like he crawled out of some horror flick with the fingers and all.

oh and after that we watch coralline, good good movie. it was a little disturbing, it was by the same producers of nightmare before christmas and corpse bride ;p so you should have an idea of what the animation is like. disturbing lol.

sumay scares people.

we love subway now :D dont we. filling and affordable! long johns use to be kristal and i's favourite place everytime we went mv but damn they closed it down -.- people dont know how to appreciate it. and now they've replaced it with krispy kreme doughnuts or something else, grr.

ju's awesome shades.

this post was random. i should stop procrastinating. will study now. im talking like a robot. just lurk on! shall update as soon as i get the orphanage pictures from mel. goodbye.

Distance makes the heart grow fonder.

2009-09-03T22:01:00.014+08:00

hey guys. this was drafted last night and im finishing it now lol what a vast improvement :) i usually take at least four days. well today was pretty unproductive, i woke up only to find my sorethroat worse than the night before. i foresaw a bad day for me haha. then ypc stole one of my last strepsils in class when i was dozing off :p tired morning. i was a little pissed since it seemed like my throat couldnt live without strepsils and he took it for fun. the funny thing is.. by the end of school my throat felt ALOT better. its like it went from bad to worse then better in a couple hours. it should be good by tonight (: im drinking liquid like mad.

oh before i forget and babble on about my nonsense of a morning, here's when we had our baking session at wengj's lol we were helping out jer since he wanted to bake cupcakes as a present for sheau er's birthday :) the sweetest thought. the pro baker kirsten took the reins of course haha.

WELL, good tasting things never look good during the process okay.

i just noticed, why are two missing? ...SHUEN.

i tried stopping the inevitable, which is shuen stealing the cupcakes -.-

LOL you guys should hear shuen's interpretion of this on fb.

me the ninja.

be very, very afraid of my spatula and i.

a constipated moment.

jer. this poor boy was so exhausted that towards the end he needed to sit so badly lol so, the kitchen floor then ;)

these taste REALLY good when they're still hot, there were a few batches so shuen could steal all she wanted, me too :p snicker*

wengj's sis's dslr, not like i knew how to use it properly anyway lol everything was blur -.- so noob.

i had to leave before they did the icing :( it was 10 pm! lol.

they did an awesome job (:

then they came downstairs at about 12 AM and rang on my doorbell holding this hahaha! ;) love you guys.

well thats it, will be off for derricks now. boohoo because i need to finish up my detention hours. am too lazy and too sleepy. lurrrrk on! xo.

ps. honey and lemon.